Natalie

Inte på humör att skriva så mycket men däremot kan jag visa er vad jag skickade till Jimmie nyligen.:



Hej Jimmie, det har gått tag nu sen vi pratade, jag vet inte exakt va som hände den kvällen men du ville säkert leva ditt liv som förut eller något, jag vet inte.
Hursomhelst så vill jag att du ska veta att jag älskar trots allt. Jag vet inte om du e hemma eller om du är ute och knarkar men jag hoppas att du blir bra med tiden. Med tanke på att du inte kontaktat mig och att du fejkade din egen död så är det väl slut. Jag gråter efter dig varje dag och jag saknar dig, kärleken försvinner inte bara sådär. 
 
Ta hand om dig Jimmie, trots att du utsatte mig för enorm smärta när du fejkade din död och allt så finns känslorna kvar + att du gjorde saker som du höll hemligt för mig.
Tydligen är det väl dags att gå vidare när det gäller mig.. din mamma verkar ha fått fnatt eller något men det skiter jag i.
 
/ Natalie , i love you hör orden i låten jag grinar till den varje sekund .




LÄS!!!!!!!



I wish I could believe you
Then I'll be alright
But now everything you told me
Really don't apply
To the way I feel inside

Loving you was easy
Once upon a time
But now my suspicions of you
Have multiplied
And it's all because you lied

I only give you a hard time
Cause I can't go on and pretend like
I haven't tried to forget this
But I'm much to full of resentment

Just can't seem to get over
The way you hurt me
Don't know how you gave another
Who didn't mean a thing, no
The very thing
You gave to me
I thought I could forgive you
And I know you've changed
As much as I wanna trust you
I know it ain't the same (ain't the same)
And it's all because you lied

I only give you a hard time (hard time)
Cause I can't go on and pretend like
I haven't tried to forget this
But I'm much to full of resentment

I may never understand why
I'm doing the best that I can and I
I tried and I tried to forget this
But I'm much too full of resentment

I'll always remember feeling
Like I was no good
Like I couldn't do it for you
Like your mistress could
And it's all because you lied

Loved you more than ever
More than my own life
The best part of me I gave you
Did with sacrifice
And it's all because you lied

I only give you hard time
Cause I can't go on and pretend like
I tried and tried to forget this
But I'm too damn full of resentment.

I know she was attractive
But I was here first
Been riding with you for 6 years
Why did I deserve
To be treated this way by you (you)

I know you probably thinking
What's up with B?
I been crying for too long
What did you do to me?
I used to be so strong
But now you took my soul
I'm crying
Can't stop crying, can't stop crying

You could‘ve told me
You wasn't happy
I know you didn't want to hurt me
But look what you‘ve done to me now
I gotta look at her in her eyes
And see she's half of me
How could you lie?